Well we have learnt in our cancer journey to have no expectations and to take things hour by hour and day by day and the last day and a bit since I last blogged is definitely a reflection of that.
Yesterday went really well, Joshua and Daniel
were out in the corridor with their Ninja Turtles, having a great time. Nurses were having to duck on the way past so they didn't get wacked on the backside with a 'num-chuck'. He only vomited three times over the day which is good considering.
last night when they did his 8pm 'obs' his temp was really high and has been ever since. My night was temperatures of 39-40 degrees and projectile vomits. He's been asleep now for 20 hours, which is good in a way, but also worrying. He is having his last dose
of chemo at the moment, I was surprised that they were still giving it, but we will just have to see how we go.
I had one of those 'sock you in the stomach' moments today, walking past the playroom, they were playing a 'mainly music' Cd. I had
an imeadiate flashback to Dancing with the kids at MATS. To another life, a life that's now gone. There's now a shadow, healthy kids is no longer a given, it's all changed.