Oh, am so frustrated that I still don't have better news to report. We are just stuck in is holding pattern really. Joshua had bad pain last night, lots of morphine, vommitted and then slept very sporadically between midnight and half two, when I went
to sleep. I really felt for him. It's been much the same this morning, a lot of morphine (which they don't want him to have, two vommits, I asked whether he was having antinausea drugs still, to find the hasn't had any for days. Wish they'd tell me when they
The good news is, his tummy has just about diminished, but he is still really sore and running a temp again, but we still don't know why?. I'm feeling low, no Mike or The Partridges to cheer me up, Mum is here and wonderful, but won't ask
the Nurses to press Joshua's pain relief, so I'm reluctant to leave him to play with the other two kids.
Was on Facebook tonight, looking at a photo of myself at my last half marathon. That person is just so far away now. I hope to see her one day again.